his

I am merely a shadow
passing on through

lost in the memory

memory of you

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Drowning in darkness

with no hope to aim higher

destroyed by the damned

no more spark, no more fire.

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Punished for a voice that I was brave enough to have.
Tormented and tortured for letting happiness in.

Vindicated by a world that was never mine

pulled down by his ultimate sin

Love is an illusion, for that broken man

And the clocks tick on, this life is short on time

I gave out my heart and my hope, did all that I can.

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I can't just click my fingers, though I have tried.

I have lost count of the sleepless nights, of which I have cried.

Of the digs, and the lies, and never an answer to find.

But I give up being good, what is the point?

I'm only ever going to just constantly lose this fight.

And I am wandering around, lost and terrified.

I don't know him, I don't even know my own mind.

A Liar, a Friend, a Manipulator? 

I don't even know.

P.S, sorry for the shortage of posts... Been busy packing, moving, training etc. Fingers crossed, I'll eventually be able to move to Wales within the next few years - so that the people who have hurt me never have that chance to do so again!

Sometimes, it really is just easier to run away.