[poetry] Unheard prayer (2011)

Here's another day, another trial
A push to the limit
A shove towards denial

...And I worry that I sometimes
Lose myself amongst the pain
Because I've been crying out
But I can't find the blame
Where should this arrow point?
There's no direction anymore
You don't mean to dissapoint
But still I stand torn

And I, I found myself in the ashes
The remainder of what's left
When the warning signs come
when everything darts and crashes
Pushed to face this test
Found yourself all undone

Speaking out, so unheard
A cause for this matter
What's to be learned
From another heartbreak
From another desperation
And in the wake
There's constant hesitation

And I, I found myself in the ashes
The remainder of what's left
When the warning signs come
when everything darts and crashes
Pushed to face this test
Found yourself all undone

Here's another day, another trial
A push to the limit
A shove towards denial