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Thursday, 2 April 2015

[poetry] I should (2009)

I guess we’ve been falling out of touch 
With everything we once thought was ‘love’ 
I guess it was just a matter of time 
Before our motions stumbled and we fell 
And then our steps fell out of line 
Please, someone explain why it feels like Hell? 

I wanted to trust in anything that I thought was you 
To believe in the speech we shared, your words being untrue
I guess it was clearly painted across your doors
The feelings that were once there
Because it’s scarring right down to the core
And I hate to admit, I still care

The pain from your lies you’d buried in me
And although you’re gone, I’m still not Free
I wish it was easy to delete our history
Because I don’t want to be feeling what I shouldn’t be!

It’s pulling me down and I’m struggling to breathe
I just wish you’d fade, so I could continue at ease
It’s not likely to ever fix me back into a whole
You’ve scared me deep, cut into my soul
TOO many tears have been shed over you
If I could kick you in the groin, I would
Because I’m failing at wondering what else to do
And just because I can hate you, doesn’t mean I should do. 

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