Lyrics (2011) -Metal band.

I was once in a metal band, I wrote 'metal' type lyrics.

It's times like this I gotta think it over

I'm so damn tired of looking over my shoulder

Will there be a knife hanging out of my back?

I just can't seem to trust your smile

I wished and wished

on stuff that doesn't exist

I prayed to a God 

that wouldn't listen to me

I can't fix my heart, if you won't even help me

I'm stuck to the Devil in my deepest dreams

I can't figure out my soul, I don't know what that means

Question time's over
But I don't know how to repent

You left a scar

And now I'm so hell bent

I forgave every lie and every deceit

but no body's forgiven me

I told my lies, and so did you

I've bled out all through and through

It's not a contest, but you're gonna win

Because it's hell-bent with sin

I shouldn't have to repent

But I want to break free

I don't want to watch my back

I want to be free

Give me wings 

I need to escape

The guilt, it won't fade!

Question time's over
But I don't know how to repent

You left a scar

And now I'm so hell bent

I forgave every lie and every deceit

but no body's forgiven me

Question time's over
But I don't know how to repent

You left a scar

And now I'm so hell bent

I forgave every lie and every deceit

but no body's forgiven me

It hurts like Hell, to feel this pain

It drives the best insane.

I go back and forth questioning my faith in God. I believe in a soul regardless, how can many things that are so strikingly beautiful in the world be without soul?