[Lyrics] How many (2014)

Just discovered another folder on my hard drive.

I wrote these as band lyrics.

I think I drew a lot of emotion from being fucked around a lot. There's nothing more disgustingly heartbreaking than to constantly be drawn to people who go around breaking hearts in order to appease their own curious satisfactions. This is very much an ex aimed one. I have a tongue like poison, but to hell if I'll ever let anyone take that way from me.

How Many?

How many tears 
do I have to cry through
and how long will it take
to get over you
and how many hearts
will you break in two?

I put hope in a salvation
In a soldier coming along this way
I put faith in something
That never intended to really stay.

How many dreams
Will I need to give up
And how many times
Will I fall out of luck?
and how many times
will you hate love?

I put hope in a salvation
In a soldier coming along this way
I put faith in something
That never intended to really stay.

How many times 
Will I feel this small
How long will it take 
to never again do this fall
and how many lies
will you say to yourself?

You're letting yourself down
And you're blaming the entire world
So
How many times
will this go around?
How many times
will I fall down?